I have been MIA from my blog because it’s been a time of transition: I did a competition (the NPC Arizona Open), completed my summer judicial externship, moved back in with my family for a couple of weeks, and will be moving again in a week to start my second year of law school. It’s also been a time of deep thinking about what direction my life is heading. I’ll explain more below…
The NPC Arizona Open July 2012
Regarding the AZ Open, I had a fun time and took home a fifth place trophy. I am proud to have received a top-5 placing, especially because I seriously messed up my tan! I tried to cut costs by applying it myself. It didn’t turn out so well. For those who compete, you know how vitally important your tan is. Under those blindingly bright stage lights, every flaw shows up. A bad tan is distracting, regardless how great your body looks. My tan was streaky and blotchy, but I didn’t realize it in the dim lights of my apartment. By the time I tried to fix things, it was too late. I was in tears a few moments before stepping onstage for prejudging.
Fortunately, I hired the professionals to re-do my tan for finals, so it looked great at when the trophies were presented. But by that time, the judges had made their decisions.
The most important thing about this story is that I’ve learned my lesson! Never again will I try to do my own tan without professional assistance. It’s just not worth it. After hundreds of hours sweating in the gym and diligently practicing my posing, I’ll spend the $80 or $100 on a professional tan.
My next show will be the Fort Lauderdale Cup on October 20. I am really excited about this show because (a) it’s near my birthday (October 13 – I’ll turn the big 2-5!); (b) it’s an all-girls show – no male competitors!; (c) it’s about 11 weeks away, which gives me a bit of a break from stage-prep mode, and (d) several of my Team Bombshell friends will be in attendance and I can’t wait to see them! After the Ft Lauderdale Cup, I plan to compete at the NPC Nationals in November in Atlanta (my 2nd national show – this one should be massive.)
When I say I’m taking a “break”, I should be honest that I don’t mean it in a normal-person sense. I love the gym and no one can keep me away from it! Ha ha. So I’m still training really hard, but adding in one or two extra small food “treats” each week. I continue to watch my weight to make sure I’m staying within 5-7 pounds of my stage weight. I do this because dropping a lot of weight before a competition is NOT fun, NOT easy, and NOT great for your body – trust me, I have experienced it. Additionally, if you have a high percentage of bodyfat, it’s hard to see any changes happening in your body underneath that layer of fat.
The Journey of Life….
On a different note, lately I’ve been thinking hard about where I see myself in 5 or 10 or 20 years. I really enjoy law school and I know that it is training me to be a better critical thinker, a stronger writer, etc. But I also know that I’m deeply passionate about health, wellness and fitness. I always assumed that my passion for health would have to remain my “hobby”, outside of and apart from being an attorney. But after a deep conversation with a close friend today, I’m now able to step back and see that, eventually, my law degree and my passion for health & wellness WILL be able to fit together into a wonderful career where I (hopefully) make a difference in the lives of many individuals. Just because I can’t see the exact roadmap yet doesn’t mean I’m not getting there – I have to see this as a “ten-year plan”.
For now, I’m going to just keep working hard each day both in the gym and in law school, and eventually things will work out – probably better than I could have designed them.
I love to hear from other fitness-minded folk, so please send me a message/post a comment with what you’ve been up to. Do you have any current fitness goals/aspirations?